Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Lost the plot

Aaahh. Home after a long time not being at home! Life is weird at the moment. I've been at home approx 14 days since beg Dec 2005. I know. That's pretty bad. And what have I got to show for it? Muchos tiredness, struggling to keep a relationship together, and terrible separation from my son. It has played havoc with the relationship I have with my son's father. It seems like we have have spent so long apart that we might as well stay apart - forever. It's hard - and all for what? A load of old codswallop advertising....I'm going to try and stay positive about this but I feel really spent. I've never felt so exhausted and useless in my life. The times they are a changing................

3 Comments:

Anonymous Ivan said...

Hey, I know it's hard, but don't let that relationship just wither because it's a bit hard at the moment. Whatever you might think, a long term view is necessary. It seems a bit self indulgent to let the relationship with the father of your lovely son go by the board because, well, because things are a bit hard.
Does that sound harsh? Well it should. You'll fuck up his life if you don't put some effort into it.
But first, spend three weeks at home, don't to anywhere. Then take a good look at it all.

10:12 pm  
Blogger Robert A. Swipe said...

....I know this probably isn't a good time right now...but is there any chance of getting back that fiver I lent you to buy a litre of Diamond White and a family pack of pork scratchings? I wouldn't ask, only it has been 12 years now and we do have quite a large milk bill outstanding....unless, of course, there's any of that cider left......

Chin up,


Bob

12:26 pm  
Blogger rockmother said...

ok ok....thanks for being harsh Pope....I think I was super tired and super sensitive and had come in from a bit of a night out but bloody hell relationships are hard. All much better now thanks.

And as for you Swipe - I'm onto Toffee Breezers and jellies now - I've got some tokens from the casino in Sharm El Sheik if that will help? See you at the Job Centre next week. Bring your sudoku bumper challenge book with you.

3:52 pm  

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